jv nak cerita pasal refference, reason what i do and why.
SPM pangkat 3 kurang a few aggregates to pangkat 4.kira gagal ler tu.masa sekolah berangan dan playfull. tak der skil semua,duduk rumah mak asik berleter jer,membeban kan dia,sumbat dan sakit telinga dengo.nak lawan apa yg di eterkan betul,mak yg dah tua tu masih bekerja berhempas pulas,patutnya kita ni yg bekerja. but dudk kampung peluang bukan banyak pon unless nak kerja noreh or kerja kungsikang,potong dan kutip buah kelapa sawit.jv tak larat,berat semua tu.
jv decided kerja jadi jurujual discount card,door to door ,masa tu tak der credit card lagi,Anuar ibrahim masih dalam ABIM.kerja tu tak bayo gaji,bayo commisiion jer,kat johor. mak bagi duit 40 ringgit untuk bertahan.tokey dia india. satu member dapat jual,kita dapat 25%.nak jadi member kena bayo 300$ setahun,dia bagi discount to all participated retails shop.
dia bagi tempat tinggal satu bilik atas kedai runcit.tak der furniture,tidur atas lantai cement.bantal jv bajukurung 4 pasang yg bawak dari kampung.the owner picked us up at 930 am and dropped us at some kawasan perumahan.there were 5 of us,semua melayu,but yg 4 tu jv rasa dtg dari keluarga yg berada juga ler,sebab dari gaya percakapan dia tu manja semcm,sopan santun bukan main,jv jer yg comot dan tak bergaya.dia org siap pakai make up high heels,minyak wangi siap.1st time bau minyak wangi yg betul betul wangi,bukan bau tengik minyak atta yg mak jv beli dari pakistani yg junjung baju bundle atas kepala tu.
kawasan yg di hanto kawsan rumah cina,semuanya ada anjing.ada sign beware of the dog,jv memang takut anjing,selalu jv cakap binaware of the dog. biasanya jv singkap kain sampai ke lutut,picit loceng ,dan tunggu nak lari,sebab the 1st thing yg jv dengo was salakan anjing.yg mana tak der anjing tu jv ketuk ler pintu.jauh berjalan tak sedor.from pukul 9 sampai pukul 7 ptg.tokey to picked dekat tempat dia dropped.jenuh jv nak ingat kat mana,selalu sesat,dan jalan balik ke kedai runcit tu,2 2 3 jam ler juga.masa tu muda,tak rasa penat dan lapor masa kerja,and duit cuma ada 40$ nak bertahan at least sebulan.so pepandai ler bawak diri.
bila dah sampai bilik lewat,tak de rmasa nak berbual dan kenal dgn kawan rumah tu,but yg jv tau bila jv balik dia org tak balik lagi,jv rasa dia org pegi berparti bila jv dengo dia org bercerita dalam van masa nak pegi kerja.jv diam jer tak nyampuk.lepas sebulan jv tnaya mcmana dia org bole jalan jauh dgn make up dan high heels,kalau kena kejo anjing per semua tu? sebab jv yg pakai selipor jepun pon tercungap cungap lari dengo salakan anjng.dia org ketawa,dia org kata,lepas tokey tu dropped them off,dia org naik teksi merayau kat bandor,bila mlm pegi disco.masa tu jv tak tau apa dia disko,so jv ignore jer ler.
lepas kerja 3 bulan,jv cuma dapat cari 25 members,and comission masih tak dapat,baki duit tinggal 2 rm,jv dah mula risau,cepat cepat jv cari kerja lain,pinjam surat kabor kat kedai kopi,baca iklan, and dapat kerja kat kedai restoran seafood,probation for a month,,tak der gaji,tapi makan free. bahgia ler rasa dapat makan nasi dgn lauk dan kuah.lama jv tak makan benda tu semua. but tokey kedai tu mamak penang,selalu mabuk dan jerit jerit,jv takut dan tak selesa,,jv mengeluh dgn salah sorang pekerja kat situ,kak mila.jv kata nak cari kerja org gaji ler,supaya dapat tempat tinggal.badan sakit tidur atas lantai cement and tak berbantal.
kak mila tu kata sepupu dia tgh cari org gaji,so jv jumpa ler sepupu dia tu,pensyarah,U,anak 3 ,and pregant wiht the 4th.interview dia nak bayo 150,jv mintak 200 sebab nak bagi mak 80rm. dia setujt.so bermula ler kehidupan jv as org gaji.
kerja dia senang jv,jv rasa 4 tahun ler juga kerja org gaji tu,duit gaji tak pernah spent,jv simpan 120 ,bagi mak 80,mintak tolong boss tu hanto kan.but after 4 tahun,jv dah mula bosan,while it was good,but i have not learn anything new.it was so routine and i think i can be better than that.so jv mula cari kerja kat nst masa tu.hari hari jv baca and hanto surat.semua nya kerja receptionist.sebab jv rasa jv tau angkat talipon.
masa mula mula kerja org gaji tu,bila bunyi talipon jv terkejut and lari,jv ni jakun those days guna dan dengo bunyi talipon usually dalam tv jer,tak tau ler pulak bunyi talipon tu mcm gairng jer kan.
semua kerja nak mintak referrence,mintak tolong boss jadi reff,dia marah,dia kata jv bodoh,mana bole kerja tu semua,kerja tu untuk org pandai’, so i told her ‘Tak cuba tak tau,and i like to try.
kawasan rumah tu dikeliling dgn professionals, lawyers,doctors,lectures,,multi racial neighbourhood,lepas hanto anak anak boss naik bus sekolah with all the wives,kita normally dudk berborak for and hour.i have never felt any inferior complex eventhough i was a maid at that time,maybe i should,but i didnt.i tought we all are equals among us the malays.with bosses permission jv selalu bagi dia org makanan yg terlebih masak. si jv baik dgn jiran kiri kanan depan belakang and few doors away left and right.
anuar ibrahim selalu dtg melawat rumah kat hujung,her husband was UIA lecture,very high post rasanya.so bila jv nak mintak refference,and my boss refused,jv tanya ler his wive,sebab dia dah kenal jv 4 tahun.dia kata her husband has to think about it. after 1 week jv tanya again,without any guilt or symphty,dia kaTa her husbnand doest know me so there fore tak bole nak bagi refference. mind you it was only a receptionist job,with 150 rm monthly pay.how wrong can it be right? simple request.
but jv paham,so went to indian neIgbour accross the street. ketuk piNTU,ingat lagi nama dia tharmulingam.indian habis,nama dan rupa,alim kusemangat hari hari dengo dia sembayang.jv kata’Hi uncle, i am a your neigbours maid accros your street,you may not know me very well,but i need your help to be my refferrence Apply a receptniost job in KL,,you think you could?
His repond was the reason am what i am today, helping people without any colors race and religiont,heliping what i could right infront of me regardless.
DIa kata of ‘f course i know you very well for 4 years, we may not converse but we wave at each other for 4 years ,morning and evening without fail have we not? yes let me help you,what do you need ?let me see your letter and the ad.
dia tolong typed application letter with 2 pages of refference letter,made a folder for me,drove me to kL and waited for me to finish my interview,took me out for meals and drove me back home by 2 pm ,just before the kid came home from school.
yes. i went for the intewiew with my selipor jepon,my baju kurung yg dah berlubang sana sini,wittout make up,but i was clean. got the job. .tendered my resignation a week later, and i began my journey as local immigrant in my country. it was the beginning of my struggle,
what i am trying to tell here, unless they are drugg addict,a con artist,scammer,useless and criminal,we ought to help.not everybody are born lucky, they just need a simple help from us,